Friday Night

And I came home from my last class for that day. I did some grocery shopping too. It's been 4 months now since I moved here to Montreal. I have also been living alone for 4 months now and I have to say that it's probably the best decision I've ever made in my life.... Continue Reading →


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I thought it was because I was wearing something tighter than usual. I removed my top and sat down. I stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, the grey walls and the floor. I don't know where I am. All I know is that this I'm in someone else's toilet. This is my new reality– the reality... Continue Reading →

To The 20 Year Old Me

I am so afraid of many things. Before graduation, I had a plan–a great plan. Now that I have marched my way through that 4 hour ceremony of tassels and diplomas and graduation gowns, I am clueless as hell. I know that I have a plan, I just don't know how to begin, where to... Continue Reading →

Your Love

I have prayed for your support and attention for years and now that I am being showered by your "attention" I feel like cracking my skull on the pavement. You would force feed me with the goals you have for me when I already have planned every move inside my head. I don't want to... Continue Reading →


I should be brimming with glee when the sun rises today but when I opened my eyes, I was just flooded with fear and mournfulness. I wanted to share my good days with you (yesterday being one of that); but instead you bring me so much pain. Pain that feels like a dagger across my... Continue Reading →

The Letter She Wrote

She unfolded the paper she was holding and started reading. "I feel so alone. Nobody cares about me and I feel like my friends are slowly slipping through my fingers. I feel like a bomb ready to explode anytime and everybody will just freak out and leave me when that happens. Earlier this day, my... Continue Reading →

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