Meant To Be

Night after night after night after night, I still recall every bit of your detail inside my mind like poetry, I am tasked to recite everyday. I recall your smell, the way you talked, the way you laughed, the way I would stare at your skin-- memorising every bit of blemish and pore. I would... Continue Reading →


Wine Thoughts

I am an alcoholic. I know that. I am chugging down my 4th bottle of wine as I type this essay about how wrong it is to be one. And while I know that this is rather ironic, I cannot help but ponder as to why I resort to alcohol every now and then. Is... Continue Reading →

Confirming Receipt

I am now receiving this message from you. You replied from the thread I started August of last year. You’re asking me if I still use Telegram. I reread and reread the words over and over again. I cannot believe it’s you. I cannot believe it took you almost a year to see that message.... Continue Reading →

I L—- You

I can still vividly recall how that night went. We were lying on your couch watching bad television. You were answering client emails on your laptop and I was staring at you. I was trying to get a clear map of your face-- every pore, every spot, ever crevice, I was trying to take all... Continue Reading →

2 Minutes

I thought it was because I was wearing something tighter than usual. I removed my top and sat down. I stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, the grey walls and the floor. I don't know where I am. All I know is that this I'm in someone else's toilet. This is my new reality– the reality... Continue Reading →

La Verdad (The Truth)

And so it might be a little too much of a bad omen, but I shall start my year with an emotional purge. I forgot to write about that time last December 22, when I was riding the elevator down your building. I was holding back tears of retribution. My chest felt constricted. I can... Continue Reading →

2 Years

For 2 years you have been my rock. For 2 years you have been my dream. For 2 years I've grown so much. For 2 years there was only you and me. God knows how much I love you. I have been looking forward to the day I could call you my own. I've been... Continue Reading →

The Last Apology

As I beat myself up for not being able to stick in to my "detox" diet, here I am apologising for the body thatI have. I am apologising for my loss of discipline. Yes, I ate an entire gallon of ice cream all by myself. I ate one huge pack of Lays. I also drank... Continue Reading →

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